A lot has been going on with my family now. You know typical teen drama and all that shit. Anyway, it's really a lot to take in for me and I feel like I'm going to turn to my vices all over again (e.g. drugs, dope, smoking, drinking, etc). It's as if I'm Effy (from Skins, duh) but my story's backwards. Everything that's happening with her parents only the other way around. If you watch Skins then you'd know what I mean. Well it's just reeeeeally messed up. That's the way I feel, at least.