30 Aug 2008


Iba talaga pag sweldo na ni daddy :)) LOL. JK JK JK.

Babawi ako bukas, di ako nakuntento today. OMG ZARAAAA TOPSHOP AND THE RAM!! Forever weakness. LOL. I ALMOST bought the Cole Vintage gladiators but I thought of cheaper alternatives. Yay for Multiply of course. :>

29 Aug 2008

Meet Excema

Went to the derma last night to have my skin checked with my mom. Turns out I have excema. I knew it. I've had this since high school I guess and it sort of came back. It's worse now though, with the pollution, the food I eat and the stress I couldn't avoid at all. So right now I'm under medication and my parents are watching closely at my diet (what I eat and what I don't eat). No chicken, or anything fishy or malansa.

I think I should avoid going to parties.
I might end up smoking my lungs out. And to think that I'm trying to quit.. and I've already managed a few weeks with out the huffing and puffing.. but it's coming back again. Thank you very much Sir Araw for triggering my bad habit again. He told me I flunked my prelim plate in Lettering. And the annoyed person that I was just had to go down stairs and smoke. So after smoking, we went back to the classroom, and I found out that I actually got a 90. A freaking NINETY. I passed. :| Not that it's a bad thing or anything, actually it's a great thing. But the fact that he just had to SAY that I didn't pass made me all pissy. Not good. Me + pissed = cigarettes. Hello! Somebody's trying to quit here. D:

If you're, a family friend or what, just shut your pucker up. I'd really appreciate that. Although my mom is aware, I don't think you should open the topic to any one of my family.

26 Aug 2008

I Hope We Never Change

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with YOU

Life isn't so much of a party, I know. With all those plates, all the stress we're going through right now, the sleepless nights, anxiety attacks and other things we don't want to happen to ourselves.

The life of a CFAD student.. practically revolves around the premises of UST. Well that's what I think. My social life outside sucks! Haha.

11 Aug 2008

Game On?

He's a nice guy but I don't like being played. I'm so sick and tired of the same thing happening to me over and over again. But I couldn't help but go with the flow even if it's wrong. So wrong.

10 Aug 2008

I Don't Wanna Stick Around Anymore

Especially around someone I like. It's just this really awkward and nerve-racking process of liking him more! And I'm just too scared to get hurt. I think I have this phobia -- fear of falling in love. What do you call that? Oh, Philophobia is it? Ugh, basta yun. Maybe that's the reason why I'm so masawain. I don't want to be (masawain) anymore! It just.. sucks, you know? Especially when you like someone a lot? But then you're just too much of a chicken shit. I meant myself. I'm too scared. I want to but I don't. Labo no? Sorry. I just don't want to get hurt like I did before. It's too much of a traumatizing experience for me. Three months wasn't that long but it's been three years now and I'm still afraid of commitment. I hope when the time comes that I'll no longer be scared, I'm with the guy I really want to be with for the rest of my life. Please, NEXT YEAR! Or this year, pwede din. Not that I'm rushing, but I just want to feel something again.

Mission impossible or impossible is nothing?